It would be an interesting year 2009.

Made a decision to stay in SandS, don't try to change my mind set, perception, thinking.
I will make the best out of it. SANDS! (:

I've won and i've failed, i'm just a human afterall.

Arghh!

I'm on the top of the world looking down on creation and the only explanation i can find!

Idk how to explain i really don't.

Your scent is like a drug to me ((((((: HOHOHOHOHO

Had a nice warm chat with my dear marlin (winks winks, melody don't be jealous)
Making decision right now is pretty tough! (: Only marlin knows.

Lately, can't be bothered with some people. Don't even want to know how they are doing in life.

And i still like you.

Hypocrites and egoistic people are everywhere, authority hungry people are everywhere too.
*shake head. They should think back about the fundamental.

Think Big, dream big, but take a small steps.

(;

I feel Carlisle Cullen is way better than Edward Cullen.
Vampire (:

Caught twilight twice (:
IN LOVE WITH BELLA SWAN. (:

Overnight hike with my fellow rovers on saturday.
Followed by initiation camp the following day.
Just came back from Kind Heron birthday chalet.
The aftermass for all the above, SHAGGED.

It only takes a spark to get the fire glowing.

After much deliberation, i thought i thought and i thought yet again.
Humans have their own mixed emotion, feelings etc.
I should just bite my tongue (though not literally) and accept them for who they are.
Or should i? idk.

Oh well, i should just concentrate on my proposal.

There's something about (fill in the blank yourself), that i just can't let go.

A good judgement, how to make a good judgement?
After a series of bad judgement.

I've done my part.
Seriously, the previous post wasn't meant for anyone or should i say particularly anyone.
It's all up to YOU now.
I've said what is needed to be said.
Sigh.

Hate people with hostility and attitude problem.
DUH !

But anyhow, its insignificant so i don't care.

Twilight is drawing nearer. I am really anticipating to watch that dang show!!
WOHOOOO, ISABELLA SWAN ((((((((((:

okok relax relax, zen zen. phew.

I want to be a vampire. heh heh heh heh.

Not really much of happenings lately.
Pretty mundane lifestyle. Till i got over my proposal, till then my freedom awaits me (or maybe not)

Night cycling with my boys, though not shag but still aching all over.

(: cheers

Smile too wide for the first pic.

With Teck Seng from Dragon Scouts.

National Patrol Camp 2008

Congratulations to my White Stag boys.

For your hard work and your sheer perseverance.
Finally, like what i told you guys, your effort did paid off.
And today, you stand bragging (think on the positive side) about your accomplishment.
You did me proud and of course not forgetting about the rest of us.
Yet, another milestone in scouting we have accomplished.
At the end of the day, it is not about the award. It is afterall about the experience that the camp itself present upon you.

Soar high boys, soar high. And don't forget to share your good and bad experiences with the rest of your brothers. WE ARE A TEAM !


How are we going to push ourselves further? (: Think Deep ( Not Big YET!)

Yesterday, I was 1 and half hour late.
I feel apologetic to wolf ):

Many times talking to him, in the due course which is, I thought to myself.
And a deep thought at that. I wondered, what my path holds for me, what will emerge at the end of the path and who will I be. I didn't specifically asked him the above questions.
Wolf however, managed to enlighten my path - honestly i was lost.
He made a complicated problem into a simple one.

But anyhow, It'll be a different year, next year.

Cheers,

Today will be another long day.

Meeting wolf at 1, and it will probably end about 3 or 4?
Plus other commitments which i have to fulfill. (:





The best thing about tonight.

So many happenings in a matter of 2 days.

Let me begin with yesterday, met lynn to sing.
Well she woke up late (: tsk tsk shake heads. And we met someone that looks like a ghost. ((:

In the evening, had AAR for pltc. And aftermass, helping ah heng with district campfire and write up a proposal for district amazing race. Sleepless night again, well, i'll find my ways to do it (:

Today NPC, was a pretty disappointment. Shan't elaborate any further (:

Well, I miss . . (:

A good leader is a good follower (:

Had a good chat with bee today.
I guess i owe a lot of gratitude towards him, his patience and etc.

During PLTC, i came out with a phrase.
Whenever there's a bat, there'll always be a marlin.
(; yes yes gay i know. Had a whole lots of fun with dolphin, wombi, wisdom keeper and many others.

Ha.

Well, its time to relax (; year end.

I still reflect. (:

Been awhile its been.

contentment. I have set my goals, and yes i will achieve it (:

I was asked, and it hit me, it wasn't so bad actually.
Instead, it rings a bell. I wondered, pondered, thought to myself.

Lately I have lost my focus, you bet I am hell bent to improve myself.
Lately, I have been greedy - very greedy that is. Nothing seems to be enough for me.
I mean, the time I spent with you is never enough, was never enough (:
I wish time would stop, for a moment in time, - seriously.
I seek comfort in you. Nobody knows, at least till people read my blog. (;

Am i worthy? - I was/is/am pondering/reflecting/thinking about that question.
Only time will tell.

I so look forward to 6.30pm everyday (:

Who? you may ask.
Only heaven knows (;

It's never enough the feeling, the greed, never enough.

Because tonight shall be the night (;

Dear Wallet,
Please return to me. I miss you.

I've lost and I've won because I'm just a human after all.

Some people just act saint.

I'm very grateful with whatever i have so far, the feeling of contentment.
Also my gratitude's to marlin and wombat for always always always being there.
Talking Cock, disturbing one another, serious matter, personal matter, you name it.
These are the people i would stand up for no matter what the consequences are. But of course, not forgetting the rest.

Let's rock on yo !

I've come to realise to a certain degree, I failed as a leader.
However, I WILL make amendments and fulfill my dreams and duties.

To do or to do not?
Do or do not? there's no try.

The irony is, some people may tell you - try your best, some say do your best.
So which is which? to try or to do?
I have an answer to my question. However, i would like to find out what others might think? Judging from this coherent world we are living in, I guess everyone is pretty much thinking alike.

People thought whining and complaining are similar, but, they fail to realise, most are just whining.
Such a whiny world.

I had no perks during recent weekends, due to obligations. I will, have my perks in two weeks time. (:


C H E E R S

The feeling of contentment. Wohoo
No one will ever find out (:
except for some (just maybe)

Can't stop smiling. Literally, seriously. (((((((((((((((((((:

If all the raindrops were lemon drops and gum drops
Oh what a rain that would be, standing outside with my mouth open wide ( =

Routine lifestyle - Uh huh, i need one. Can somebody get me one?

JANUARY, hurry HURRRY HURRRRRY ! Can't wait to fly to Vancouver!
I WILL SHOP TILL I DROP !
HUHA !!!!

Last night, chatted with pris till about 1 am?
Nice time talking to her, and thank her as well for introducing me to a few websites !
I love ae(American Eagles). a lot!
I need to get myself another pair of sanuk's.

Well, January flying to Vancouver. Searching for air ticket still ; such a chore. -.-
December going to Malaysia with wombat, crayfish and panda.

My thoughts, my work, my play.
Grant as i promise, courage new for me.
To be the best, the best that i can be.

pick me up and dust me off.

(:

Hey hey superman i can be your boyfriend.
NO NO batman robin is your girlfriend.

And so my enlistment will be between March - June 2009!

In a month time or so, i will work for my dad.

3 weeks to isolate myself, i have done it once and now i'm at it again - give my everything ; maybe not.

Feeling vexed, not sure why though.

''Thou shalt not kill''

Honestly, pretty sick of Singapore already. I will definitely go overseas after my National Service. That will be inevitable. Aussie's out of my list, its infested with asians! Thinking of Seattle - Part of Washington. The education system here is demanding.

I'll stop whining (:

Bad muscle ache. I need to learn how to do the flips.
Okay, time to fill it in. Went cable ski yesterday, didn't really play.
Had a nice chat with priscillia. Heh. Next on my list, wakeboarding.

Prolly december?

Isabella swan the protagonist of twilight series.

I'll put my money where my mouth is, readers will fall in love with the protagonist.

Okay, maybe not everyone, MAYBE me only, just maybe. (:

Busy Busy Busy, 2 weeks left.

Not too long ago, i whined about not being able to read.
Now, i need to get the next series of Stephenie Meyer's book. I fell in love with the leading female character. Anticipating for the movie.

It'll soon be over. (:

"We show our might, we show them how siglap scouts fight''

Three photos above, for viewing pleasure.

Check out paul's photo - match made in heaven?

cheers.

B squared

Saturday kicked off, with iccs. The weather was terribly HOT, yes H O T !!
I was fortunate to have gibbon and Mr Ralph to accompany me, under the shade. :P

Took the latest Chrysler cab in town (Singapore), with wombat.
So the initial plan was for the wss leaders council to gather, before Ken's attachment in China. And not forgetting Bear's 5 1/2 day BMT.
Had dinner with Marlin, Melody, Bear, Wombat and Macaw. As usual we literally talked crap!
Yes mark my words LITERALLY. :)

Singing session this time round was rather alright. :P
Paul sure can sing Tom Jone's sex bomb.
* oh Mr ves and Ralph joined us too. :)

Pics will be uploaded sooooooooon (define them) :)

I am really, seriously itching to read. I have yet to start on my new book.
There at the corner in my room, waiting for me to unwrapped the packaging. And once again unravel the pile of paper, with the wisdom it holds. Sorry, being dramatic here. BOTTOM LINE is i want to read soon, very soon!

I've found someone who reads the same book as i do, looking forward to studying overseas as i am and well same country and city too! COOL! Both our sister's are studying there too. Such a coincidence. Why overseas? The job prospect and their careers really awed me, literally jaw dropped.

I have a friend who is cynical, well let's not mention his name here. All the best whilst serving the nation from behind your desk! Bloody Pes E. Non- combatant fit. And my dearest bro bird, will be flying to china for 6 months! - We will all miss him, wont we? HEH!

Till here,

yours,
(;

The best there is, the best there was and the best there ever will be - Raging Bat

Alright, being boastful. First week of December, holiday in Hong Kong ; any takers?

Kavan, he is paranoid about his hair ! I know someday, perhaps later he will stumble upon my blog. BUT he still is a paranoid. Ha. Bro, no matter what - it still looks fugly. HEH !

A month long more. I believe i can do it ; sounds like? heheh.

Can you hear it? My bed's calling me !



what you do when you are alone is who you are

nephew
Nephew

Myself !(look bit like my nephew?) no! (he looks like me) lol

Chatted with my parents.
Before they decided to have my sister and i, they went back-packing around Europe!
How cool is that ?
They actually encourage me to do so, before i get married. WOKAY !
If they sponsor me, anything goes. And my dad suggested for the family to go catch the olympics in Europe 2012. (:
(anticipating for the above)

Why only appear at an unexpected moment?
thats why - ihatemyselfforlovingyou
cantbreakfreefromthethingsthatyoudo

Need to lose weight.

It is no longer a fraternity - we have girls

Asked kavan to accompany me to meet yixin at cineleisure. It was supposed to be an outing, but Christine and myself ended up baby-sitting. HA ! Well it was rather fun though.

Met Christine at Pasir Ris control station before heading down to cineleisure. OK not forgetting Kavan he was all along with me. So we baby-sited yixin's brother, we were his companion when he wanted to play the arcade (: , well he wanted to watched a movie! BUT !!! ....
Had dinner near cineleisure, which is near the youth park, OK at the kopitiam. And an unexpected downpour left us eating under the rain (technically we were sheltered).
Kavan and myself grew bored, so we suggested to walk over to heeren. Our antics were hilarious, yes the whole lot of us literally laughed out loud.
My sincere apologies to the waiter, (i was out to have fun okay!)

After which, check out my post before this.
(:

One night and one more time

They soothe you into the mood, hitting the right moment and you'll be like a party animal.
Oh Mr DJ, within a split seconds he gets your mood to rock bottom. That's Zouk for me.

S T O N E H E N G E

I want to visit the Stonehenge someday, in this lifetime at least.
Check out its history and you'll be awed with curiosity.

Whether or not to bring it to a new level - utterly afraid to do so.
May or May not be the one, but its sure in the air right now.
Only my buddies know (:

I was flattered by quite a few people recently.

Anything is possible ; keep thinking



By the river piedra, i sat down and wept

studying at home ; more effective. I conclude.

Hann, she is so brave. Hearing all her encounters, tsk tsk.
Her hospital incidents' gosh. My heart would have stopped beating
if i was her. Kudos to her, FREEEEEKING BRAVE !!!

I screwed my timing again. DAMN ! (:

Lets just call it male ego?
Let me emphasise, professionalism. Bet most lack of that.

English oral, was a rather smooth one. I met one ah beng, he was the second and myself FIRST !
We chatted a bit when we were quarantined. He was funny OK LIES, HE WAS HILARIOUS !

Found time to catch up on my reading, recommend the book 'by the river piedra, i sat down and wept'


theoneingrey,hmmmm.

Let's see. Chauvinist, am in one? HA!

Each individual has their own ideology and analogy. Often they stand firm to what they believe in. Failing to realise what they are lacking in. Their goal, wanting to seek fame and glory often they crumble and fall. They should seek for modesty.

Standard Chartered marathon and New balance real run ; have i gone bonkers?!

Who are you?

check out hann's blog
dated 23rd august saturday

azri says:
steady i love my sister,
azri says:
i will stand up for you one
azri says:
like before
HANN says:
wow so sweet sia
HANN says:
(:

Nursing a flu, sheesh

Where is your loyalty?

Many fail to realise that in a movement, we are loyal to the movement.
Instead of probing over such a dull matter, one fail to realise that he/she
should look at things on a brighter side.

Unit fail? - What are you going to do about it?
Sit down and cry? or grow up and bring it to a greater heights?
Challenge after challenge, obstacles after obstacles? aint that what life is all about?

Simply put it. A hurdle placed in front of you, are you going to jump over the hurdle? run through the hurdle? Or sit down and cry?

In life, we are given options, we make our choice and be sure to make the best out of it.
Instead many fail to come terms with their choice.

All said and done ; I rest my case

He that would be a leader must also be a bridge

wednesday napha (:

Ok buddy i cant wait to meet up with you, i know you will read this.
Got questions to ask you. (:

Tennis? am i up for it? (gentleman's game 0.0)

Darn! I changed my template, and now my c-box is gone !
Oh well, I'm whining like a bitc... again.

I'm utterly exhausted and preoccupied.



gained through small actions, but is a big word. (make a guess)

Carousel. 18th birthday celebration (over-due pics)
Yes yes i love my family many many. Wohoo (;

Though I'm a prima donna at times but (okay not buts) :P
The passion flares again.

Some still decide not to bury the hatchet, always bitching about the past. Well they simply cannot move forward. As though their legs are cemented onto the ground.


Have sense of humour please

Fancy blogging at such an unearthly hour.
I rather blog when i have the mood to do so.

I promise to shed off at least 5 kilos every month, I promise to be a lot more hardworking than I was before, I promise to do my best.

I have lost my focus recently, pondering about my objectives somewhat rejuvenated my passion again. I thought to myself, i know deep down i have not been fulfilling my objectives. I do things for the sake of doing. Whenever i do things half-heartedly, it would turn out to be a flop.

Weeks ago, i reckon that i would be tired of everything that i was doing. Boy, i turned out to be right.

- be modest in everything i do

Kavan he can be a gay at times, i emphasise the "AT TIMES."
Paul's turning gay, well myself?
I'm becoming more and more like a lesbian(:

why are we wasting our time?
because we care ? because it is our passion? because of what?!
i need a break
T I R E D !
leave me alone unless i find you.

Been awhile

Been busy recently, scouting, studies, driving.
Was talking to yang the hairy crab , i miss him
he is one of the great great person i met in this life.
But of course I've met many other great people.

Been pondering about life lately, where do i see myself in 10 years time? many questions, thoughts ran through my mind.

Sister leaving this Monday ):

A gun and a hangman which one would you rather choose?

Don't leave me hanging for the *********** i yearn for. For at the end of the day, i come to my senses and i still know that i.

Figure out yourself.

You're a loaded gun.

Birthday celebration

Saturday started by me waking up late to meet macaw, bear and wombat.
Thanks to my perfect hearing i could hear my house phone rang but it is still not an excuse to be late. HA !
However, the irony is i arrived in Siglap earlier then them! HA!

Played soccer with our boys and yes we thrashed them!

At night, i guess everyone has been anticipating the party. After marshmallow arrived, all hell starts to break lose. Lots of laughter's and yet another chapter was written in my life milestone, played all the way till 5 in the morning. Imagine marshmallow telling me my burp smells like coke? I could not control my laughter and burst out hysterically.

I honestly wanted time to stop during those moments, but in life we need to move on and face new obstacles each day brings.

We are the people who make things happen and we will work together to bring our crew name up high and in the year 2009 we're going international. Yet another direction we are heading.

Brothers and sisters till we meet again.

who,what, huh

To those who have yet to play who what huh i urge all of you to try and play that game.
Interesting confusing and sure filled with laughter. Met up with marlin, bear, macaw and cottontail for dinner at BILLY BOMBERS!

After dinner went to the fitness corner with macaw, bear and marlin talking amongst ourselves about unit matters. Thrashing out what we had in mind, our feelings, our commitments and so on. Soon after, Wombat joined us followed suit was cottontail and last but not least Wisdom Keeper and Joanne. We played games then we headed back home as we will be meeting each other again in about 16 hours time.

Earlier in the day went out with wombat to get presents for all the july babies. Spend about SGD 100 odd. ha!

Been waiting to turn 18 ! Finally or shall i say in time to come i will be turning 18. WOHOO
All i want to get by this year end will be my precious drivers licence.

Till then.

Pretty much elated because i bought a book recently and macaw and bear bought me another book for my present! This whole week for my spare time i will definitely read my beloved story book.

Caught HellBoy2 last night with paul, norman, azhari, nicholas, justin and faridah. The princess in the movie (: (: (: (: (:

Back from VLC!

Had a wonderful time during the camp, the prep all the way to the end.
The company during VLC was great too, Wisdom Keeper, Marlin, Wombat, Russian Bear, Talking Macaw, Roving Ferret, Caring Cottontail and SMILING OX (drink coke).
Many laughter's during the camp itself I'm sure all of us knows why.

Happy Birthday Marlin, he's a leader, he's my friend and he's my brother.

To exco 1, i guess you probably won't ever come across my blog, but although all of you did not give me the original cheer (think i don't know is it) i hope that i have done a good job being your mentor for the two days and you all have learnt something from me.

Till this Saturday people, I cannot wait to see all of you again.

A good friend name Kavan.
First he is a gay, a big time gay. HA! He claims that i love him which i myself doubt so.
The lies he weaves are intricate, he has unscrupulous thoughts. OK being oblivious to what i have just said which is so untrue about him. HA! he is a nice person overall, one where you would like to mingle with. Do not trifle with him for he can be a spade kavan if you step on his tail. LOL. Obviously i have no topic to talk about and i happen or purposely talked to him online earlier on that i thought i might as well talk about him here since i have nothing to talked about!

Tomorrow, going to cmpb for medical check up ! I have to be there at 8 in the morning. ):
After which meeting Wisdom Keeper and Wombat at HQ to collect scout van for vLc, followed by dinner ending with our night out.

I am more or less prepared to serve the nation! (Huha!)

Will be away in sarimbun for the weekend (:

It is pretty sad when you hear about an old friend whom you have not talked too for sometime, knowing how is he doing and so forth. Under this circumstances, i reminisced about the past. The times when we were still close, helping on another supporting one another going through UPS and Downs together. Priceless moments. I certainly miss the old times, as long as he is happy with his new life and doing good it will put a smile across my face. I wish you all the best in your endeavours man. Know what you are doing.

I am thinking of going into Thai Kickboxing. A form of sport and a way to keep myself
fit?(HUHA!) But i will do it if i can find the time to do so. HA. Prolly ending up at competition level? ha my dreams can be wild at times. (:

I want to get itouch by this month end! Excited.

While out with chin earlier in the evening saw a lady wearing a shirt. Nothing spectacular about her shirt BUT the word at the back of her shirt is kind of funny and hilarious. Well the word is
"Sextrodinary'' My first time coming across this word.


What is right and what is wrong?

Focus And Relax

I will get back to what i am suppose to do and complete my task given.
I have procrastinated enough! HA!

Met up with Wisdom Keeper in the evening, we chatted and i honestly enjoy meeting my brothers and sisters in scouting. We never fail to put a smile across each other faces and without a doubt we enjoy one another company. Though at times we make each other angry but we will pull through it all, that is the reason why we are in the same movement (:

Yesterday is history, tomorrow is a mystery, while today is a gift; that is why it is called present.

Move on ; In life one should not fret over an issues or dealings.

Focus And Relax and you will definitely move FAR.

Cub scouts from thailand they are cute !! Especially one, with that funny little long hairstyle.
I guess my boys enjoyed themselves though communication amongst them was an issue.

Followed suit, i went home to SLEEP! Was supposed to meet the rest at night but i was too tired the bird could'nt make it the bear did not reply and the marlin woke me up.HA! I guess we will be having one real soon(:

Temper, at times one should realises that his or her temper can get out of hand at times and one should not be so emotional or temperamental, well one should not expect others to always accomodate to him or her. I am not hinting anyone neither hitting anyone, i am here to voice out my frustration. For at the end of the day one should understand he or she cannot be the way he or she is for eternity. Simple read between the lines; stop throwing your weights around and do not be temperamental, for people will be disgust with your actions period!

Wish wishing

I've put on weight! seriously need to cut down on my eating.
Honestly i miss school, miss all the fun time i had with my classmates,
disturbing teachers! I really miss those times. Next week will be my NS
medical check up and I've got to be at cmpb by 8 in the morning! And Its
all the way at redhill; Uh-huh Its far from where i stay.

Time will tell (:

It got me thinking (:

Promise to do my best.
I thought to myself for the past week did i ever vindicate my promise?
I bet i sure did not, I have been feeling lousy lately due to my laziness and so forth. I need to get back into track and stop lazing around. Take studying for example, i will be very enthusiastic to study for the first 30 Min's BUT thereafter my enthusiasm dies off. It really pisses me off, for the fact that i have lost my 'hunger' the hunger for me to strive for success, the hunger for me to soar to a greater heights, I've lose it. Someday i will get back that hunger.

This leads me to Wisdom Keeper he told me ''your passion will die off.'' Earlier in my post i said about enthusiasm, somewhat it is like my passion and it dies off. Moving on to scouting, i would pretty much like to thank him, for his guidance and indirectly asking me to find my purpose and direction in scouting, for if he never do so i may not stay for long. I'm pretty much elated that i have a whole lot of people to work with to learn from, people like Wisdom Keeper, Marlin, Wolf, Bee, Ferret, Wombat and the list goes on.

At times, i just cannot work with you, you're wise and i respect you for that, but i always have an awkward feeling talking to you or working with you. I hope things changes for the crew needs you.

And i would definitely like to start a new chapter with you, I'm only afraid that things will get intricate.Worst still, i have not tell you for i have no guts to do so.

The "you" in this post stands for different people in different paragraph.

"What you leave behind is not what is engraved on stones monuments, but what is woven into the lives of others."

(:

Some people are just absurd to their oblivious behaviour. Rubbing their legs with oils in MacDonald's disgust me especially when I'm eating next to him. They certainly require to attend ethical training, they have a poor sense of etiquette. I'm not trying to slam anyone down but they should keep their manners in check.

I need an assistant in logistics for ICCS. Any volunteers?

Down with flu, due to all the late nights, unhealthy eating, and many others which contributes to my flu. I hate being sick.

Saturday was a hectic day for some of my buddies and myself. Early morning went for scout meeting follow suit was Bird's Dance competition after which we went for red fox campfire, rushed down to tampines MacDonalds' for PLTC meeting and finally Cindy's BBQ. My Day ended 4 in the morning. Worst still i did not slept the previous night. HA !

GO SPAIN! Yes i support spain! AND I definitely wants spain to win! HEHE
And i need to get back into shape and start exercising soon.

and i'm in love yet again. (;

Enthusiastically me

I was forced by my dearest wombat to create a blog. Not a hasty decision, but the big irony is i once said that 'its stupid to have a blog'. geeZ!

I need to exercise prettttaye badly! Been having meetings and meetings at macdonald's for the past ? idk!

Moving on, Bear we are born on the same day but, i am not so malevolent as you are! ha!
Wombat, just keep your arms open! persistence ya!it definitely pays off!
Marlin, you can do it! be it Suicide partner or '1' thing.

Okay, so blogging isn't that bad after all, pretty much. ha.