It got me thinking (:

Promise to do my best.
I thought to myself for the past week did i ever vindicate my promise?
I bet i sure did not, I have been feeling lousy lately due to my laziness and so forth. I need to get back into track and stop lazing around. Take studying for example, i will be very enthusiastic to study for the first 30 Min's BUT thereafter my enthusiasm dies off. It really pisses me off, for the fact that i have lost my 'hunger' the hunger for me to strive for success, the hunger for me to soar to a greater heights, I've lose it. Someday i will get back that hunger.

This leads me to Wisdom Keeper he told me ''your passion will die off.'' Earlier in my post i said about enthusiasm, somewhat it is like my passion and it dies off. Moving on to scouting, i would pretty much like to thank him, for his guidance and indirectly asking me to find my purpose and direction in scouting, for if he never do so i may not stay for long. I'm pretty much elated that i have a whole lot of people to work with to learn from, people like Wisdom Keeper, Marlin, Wolf, Bee, Ferret, Wombat and the list goes on.

At times, i just cannot work with you, you're wise and i respect you for that, but i always have an awkward feeling talking to you or working with you. I hope things changes for the crew needs you.

And i would definitely like to start a new chapter with you, I'm only afraid that things will get intricate.Worst still, i have not tell you for i have no guts to do so.

The "you" in this post stands for different people in different paragraph.

"What you leave behind is not what is engraved on stones monuments, but what is woven into the lives of others."